WHY

mayb is time to forget it..
start the new life without thinking abt it..
sometime wat we deserve to get, we wil get it..
but sometime i wonder if i try my best to get it?
is it i wont regret in the future bcox at least i tried?
i told myself why i always wait ppl to give it to me?
y dont i jz try to get it myself?
but somehow i try my best to show ppl wat i wan, thr is only 1 answer i get..
ppl will treat me like nothing..

i saw it,it was still with u..
but wat does it mean?
i dunno,really dunno..
seem like i wan to giv up..
i jz cant let myself wait until tht moment cum..
is so tired, i got no confident to tell u again how i feel..
but everytime it will cum out with many different ways make me feel like 'y dont u try again?how come u give up easily?y u r so weak?y?maybe thr got another way?maybe i shouldn't give up easily?'
why i got so many maybe?
why i cannot jz be cool n say, 'ya,i can jz forget it.'
so WHY?

SO let's continue to show ur smilling face and pretend u r so OK right now like this =)

好烦

现在才发现，以前我讨厌的，现在我喜欢。
以前喜欢的，现在讨厌。
以前认为不好的，现在认为很好。
以前认为很好的，现在认为不好。
以前想东西很直接，现在很复杂，有很多东西不是说想得到就得到。
得到后还得想自己可以驾驭吗。
为什么长大后想的东西那么复杂了？
我只是想做回以前的那个我，如果我的细想是一条线，那有多好？
只有好与坏之分，之后的不需要理会。